Does He?

He said he regretted for not being able to give me happiness

He said that I am special to him Just how special am I when I feel  more unimportant than his friends?

Does he love me? Does he truly love me the way I love him?

Does he feel empty when I’m gone? Does he feel low when I’m not around?

Does he feel lonely when he doesn’t talks to me?

Does he miss me when we couldn’t see each other for months?

Does he appreciate me? Does he care about me?

Does every word I say affect his mood? Does he mind about every single word I say?

Does he listen to my favourite song when he thinks of me?

Does he smile out of the blue when I appear in his mind?

Does he want to hug me as badly as I want to hug him?

Does he ever think of going around the world and exploring new places with me?

Does he think of holding my hands when it is cold?

Does he look out of the window like me when it starts to rain?

Does he like staring at the rain and spacing out just like me?

Does he love me or just thinks that he loves me because he is being loved by me?

Does he loves me…???

Does he?

Rain

  Rain. The first thing on my mind when it starts to rain is sadness. Somehow, I don't find happiness in rain. I always feel like the sky is crying when it starts raining. Even so, I still love rainy days. Because when it rains, memories that I've buried in my heart decades ago would flood my head in an instant. But of course most of them are the saddest memories. That is why the first thing I think about is sadness when it rains. I guess everyone feels sad when it rains. Its like you feel sad all of a sudden without even noticing and not even knowing the reason why.

  Aside of being sad, at least when it rains you can feel the chilly breeze pricking through your skin. It refreshes our mind in some way. Or you might feel really sleepy because of the cooling weather. It's nice to cover yourself under your favorite cozy blanket or comforter. You can never do that in summer or a scorching weather. I'd always turn on my radio and maybe get a cup of hot chocolate. If i can sit next to my window, I'll definitely sit there and admire the beautiful raindrops. The raindrops that hit the window, the raindrops that fall onto the gutters. What beautiful music they can make.

  If I have someone who I love, I will hide in his warm embrace and fall asleep. There's nothing better then a warm human size blankie covering every parts of your body. I will be the happiest girl on earth. Till then, I'll hope to meet someone who loves to admire the rain with me which is something quite boring?